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bah nantikan sija ceritaku.. aku mo pigi atur dulu kerita myviku yg kasian..

Update, Update...

Been a long time since I've last penned (or rather, keyed) out my thoughts.. maybe some have already begin to wonder if I'm still alive. Well I am, hehe.. just I was so busy with work that I have no time to write.

First I want to wish my sister Sabrinah Happy Birthday. She just turned 30 on December 10th. Also My cuz MH yang celebrate hari ulangtahun pada 6th December. Harijadi yang amat bermakna untuk my Sis Rina sebab pada masa yang sama she's also pregnant. Jaga kesihatan, jangan terlampau stress. Maya and myself are expecting our second niece/nephew. Juga Congrats utk Zhaf atas pertunangannya. Moga jodoh berkekalan dan bahagia ke akhir hayat.

I'm not feeling so well this recent weeks, kena demam lepas tu batuk yang macam nda pandai mo baik, geram betul rasanya bila batuk ni. Malas pula mo pigi klinik, sebab susah juga mo makan ubat ikut schedule bah, mesti miss especially tengahari.

Baru-baru ni bila tengok cermin rasa risau pula meninguk perut yang makin lemak dan berkrim ni.. Ramai kawan-kawan cakap memang gini kalau suda kawin..tapi ish.. nda best bah. Baru muscle2 pun (bukan besar pun muscle) sudah start lembut, ni perkembangan yang nda best ni.. Jadi sekarang aku exercise la tiap-tiap hari, Push up 100 kali sehari, sit up 100 juga. Angkat Dumbell pun 50 setiap belah tangan. Dalam sebulan lagi upgrade pigi 200/200/100. Mesti jaga fitness ku, kalau nda nanti payah pula mo mengejar penjahat.. hehe. Tapi jogging ni yang aku nda sempat ni.. ndapalah, start this week aku join membership Indahjaya Recreation Club, jadi malam pun aku boleh pigi swimming, pigi gym, exercise sana. Lagipun dekat ja sama rumah, convenient mo pigi ikut my own time.

I got greenlight from my boss to revive my department's Football Club. I already have all sort of plans to get the club going, not just playing football, but also to organize trips, outstation trips, maybe to Poring ka, Climb Mount Kinabalu ka, visit Tawau n Lahad datu as well as KK and have friendly matches with them. I am also in the middle of negotiating with some Spas to get the best deal so I can get my team to enjoy and relax once every two month. I hope this can fire up their spirit and motivate them to fully take part in my training and match programs. I have high expectations for this team. Thanks to the boss for noticing, hehe. I think this is due to the recent inter-section futsal tournament that me and my enforcement staff have succesfully organized. Guess who win? of course la kami di enforcement, kan aku kapten team enforcement.. (masuk bakul angkat pakai kren plak aku). We won the final 9-2 against team Pintu Masuk (airport n pelabuhan). Team HQ batu 7 got 3rd Place.. I'm being diplomatic by refusing to accept the Best Player award and recommend to give it instead to Mr. Isa from Team Pintu Masuk (kasi naik semangat durang beb).. Timbalan Ketua Pengarah I*** Malaysia will present the prize to winners on the 20th at sabah Hotel, Sandakan in conjunction with Hari I*** Malaysia which Sandakan will host this year.

Speaking about Hari I***n Malaysia this 18-20th December, I'm gonna have my hands full again this week because I am directly involved in organizing the Hari Keluarga I****, which will be held at Rainforest Discovery Centre, Sepilok. Phew.. hope me and my team can do it well and impress the big bosses (Pengarah I***n Sabah, Timbalan Pengarah and most importantly Timbalan Ketua Pengarah I***n Malaysia). This is also part of my bid to get noticed by the big bosses so I can progress well through the hierarchy.. Wish me luck ya?

Oklah.. I'll pause for a while now.. will be back to bring all y'all insights of my life again next time. so until then, later folks..

The Eve of my Conscience

Tonight exactly at 0001 hrs, I'll be celebrating my 29th Birthday. Phew, how time flies!! I still have flashes of how things were so carefree and easy, how my parents always took care of things for me, how my mum always remind me of responsibility, and now, I'm somebody's husband, Im the man of my house.

Come to think of it, it's so easy to get off track in life, even with your family around to help you get trough all the ups and downs. Well, I'm the best example. I'm not the best of son or brother to my family, I'm not perfect, as does each and everyone of us, but my life journey is what you can call twisted. I still remember being a disappointment to my family, even a total disgrace is what I was. I flunked my tertiary education, bad one at it, I lied, deceived and broke the hearts of people who loved me. I lived in with my girlfriend in the same neighbourhood with my family, I have disregarded their feelings, but still they stood by me. I truly love all of you, especially my Mum, for it. I can't imagine how broken she must've felt to see her only son disgrace her to the highest level. Mum, I'm sorry and thank you for your incomparable patience and endless prayers, I'm sorry for all the tears you shed for and because of me. I love you so much. Same goes to my sisters, I know all of you felt the pain all those years seeing your brother inhumane madness. But now, I've changed, and thanks to all of you for giving me the time and chance to be who I am today. And mostly I Thank The Almighty for the Mercy, the Light, the Guidance, and the Divine Intervention You sent to wake me and change me to be a better slave, son, brother and now, a husband. I can't say enough to express how I truly appreciate everything.

If I have only one day left to live, I'll say that I lived my life and I tasted the bitter and swallowed it with pride, knowing that you, my family stood by me and I'll stand by you until the end. I love all of you.

Congratulations!

Just a quick congratulations to my cousins Hanis and Onie for getting 4A's in their UPSR. You Go Girls!!

I Realized

I realized something today

i realized the sun and moon

i realized the heavens and earth

and i realized you

I realized the truth

i realized that i love you

i realized that this realization

this epiphany

this revelation

is forthcoming

is steadfast

and is beautiful

Sometimes more often than not

i look at you and see me

a reflection

and i feel beautiful

because you are beautiful

I crave your sensitive heart

pressed together

our hearts beat a synchronous beat

our admiration for one another

grows stronger with each one

I dont promise forever

or tomorrow

but i promise to love you

as long

as deeply

as unconditionally

as i can

for you are to me

the love i always knew existed

and im grateful

I asked God to send me

someone special

someone loving

someone beautiful

and God sent me you

From the heavens

came my angel

the salvager of

my soul

my trust

my devotion

my completion

my intention

is to learn with you

from you

all the ways of love

ancient to me

gone for so long

a rediscovery

of my heart's solitude

and contentment

lead me into temptation

For you are

to me

everything

everyone

be-all, end-all

the realization

of truth

Kita dan Pendatang

Sekarang ni kalau kita tinguk di sekeliling kita, macam susah kita mau bezakan warganegara dengan bukan warganegara ni, telampau mix sudah. Walaupun masih ada yang pakai pasport atau langsung tiada dokumen, tapi jumlah mereka yang sudah di'regularisasi'kan pun makin meningkat. I don't mean to be 'racist' or 'prejudice', but this is something that we should take 2 minutes to think about..

Recently I went to Kg. Paris (somewhere between Kinabatangan and Lahad Datu) for a house to house inspection. Area ni kebanyakannya dihuni oleh masyarakat yang berasal dari negara jiran, dan aktiviti ekonomi di sini sebahagiannya pekerja ladang, dan peniaga (warung makanan dan kedai runcit). Apa yang aku mau cerita ni ialah suasana rumah atau perkampungan di sini yang terasa seakan-akan kita berada di negara jiran. Dalam rumah mereka, rata-rata mesti ada satu frame gambar pemimpin, and no, not Tunku Abd. Rahman or Tun Mahathir, it's President Soekarno's photo. Maybe we can understand their affection to this great leader of Indonesia, (How many of us hang a nicely framed photo of Tunku Abd. Rahman on our wall?) but my point is, some of these houses, yang tinggal di dalam memiliki Mykad sekeluarga. Mari kita fikir-fikirkanlah, seandainya (palis2 la) terjadi pergeseran antara negara kita dengan Indonesia, yang mana satu durang mau ikut?

Lain lagi dengan kitaran kawan-kawan di sekeliling, baru-baru ni aku dapat tau yang salah seorang kawan Biniku pun tiada dokumen yang teratur! masyaAllah, kalaula waktu dia ikut jalan2 dengan kami selama-lama ni tiba-tiba ada pemeriksaan dan kantoi, malunya aku tu.. aduh.. tapi yang peliknya parents nya ada pulak mykad.. susah mau komen ni, nanti kalau telampau komen lebih-lebih kena ISA pulak kita.. but I think this got sumthin to do with politics la.. kesian bah rakyat Sabah..

Apa-apa pun, harap-haraplah Sabah ni akan improved dari segi keselamatan dalam negeri dan semuanya, afterall, arent we one of the country's big purse? jadi jaga la orang kita.. jangan diketepikan orang sendiri sedangkan orang lain diutamakan..

Ndada ndada

Seorang guru, Cikgu Murni (Umur: 22) menghadapi masalah dengan salah seorang muridnya (Abu). Lalu guru ini bertanya kepada murid tersebut : “Apa sebenarnya masalah awak, Abu?”Lalu Abu menjawab, “Saya terlalu cerdik untuk berada di darjah 4, kakak saya menduduki UPSR dan saya lebih cerdik dari dia, maka saya seharusnya berada di tempat yang sama juga!”. Cikgu Murni dah tak tertahan. Dia bawa Abu ke pejabat pengetua. Sementara Abu menunggu di ruang tamu, Cikgu Murni terangkan keadaan tersebut kepada pengetua. Pengetua mengatakan yang dia akan berikan ujian kepada Abu dan jika Abu gagal menjawab, maka Abu harus kekal di darjah 3 dan berkelakuan baik. Abu dibawa masuk ke pejabat Pengetua dan Cikgu Murni terangkan pada Abu dan Abu bersetuju untuk ambil ujian yang akan diberikan.

Pengetua: Apa 3 x 3?
Abu: 9
Pengetua: Apa 6 x 6?
Abu: 36

Pengetua terus bertanyakan soalan2 berdasarkan tahap pencapaian murid2 UPSR dan si Abu mampu menjawab tiap soalan yang diberikan. Lalu pengetua memandang Cikgu Murni dan berkata, “Saya rasa murid ini sepatutnya berada di darjah 6″, Lalu Cikgu Murni berkata pada pengetua, “Saya ada soalan saya sendiri, boleh tak saya ajukan pada Abu?”. Pengetua dan Abu bersetuju.

Cikgu Murni: Apa yang lembu ada 4 di badan, tapi saya cuma ada dua?
Abu: (berfikir) Kaki
Cikgu Murni: Apa yang ada di dalam seluar kamu tapi tidak pada seluar saya?
Abu: Saku
Cikgu Murni: Apa yang bermula dengan huruf “K” akhir dengan “A”, ianya berbulu, berbentuk oval, nyaman dan mengandungi lapisan nipis keputihan?
Abu: Kelapa
Cikgu Murni: Apakah yang masuk keras dan berwarna “pink”, bila keluar lembik dan melekit?

Mata Pengetua terbuka luas dan sebelum sempat dia menahan, si Abu terus menjawab.

Abu: Gula-gula getah (Bubblegum)
Cikgu Murni: Apa yang mereka lakukan, lelaki secara berdiri, wanita secara duduk dan anjing secara tiga kaki?

Mata Pengetua sekali lagi terbuka sangat2 luas dan sebelum dia sempat hendak menahan si Abu terus menjawab.

Abu: Bersalaman
Cikgu Murni: Baik, sekarang saya akan ajukan soalan berbentuk siapakah saya, okay?
Abu: Baik Cikgu
Cikgu Murni: Awak memasukkan batang kedalam saya. Awak ikat saya untuk saya berdiri. Saya kebasahan sebelum awak.

Pengetua kelihatan resah dengan soalan yang diajukan oleh Cikgu Murni.

Abu: Khemah
Cikgu Murni: Jari memasuki saya. Awak menggesel-gesel saya bila awak teringatkan saya. Lelaki idaman akan mendapat saya dahulu.

Pengetua semakin resah dan tidak selesa. Lantas terus meneguk segelas Nescafe 3in1.

Abu: Cincin perkahwinan
Cikgu Murni: Saya ada bermacam-macam saiz. Bila saya sakit saya akan meleleh. Bila saya keluar, banyak tisu yang akan digunakan. Bila awak hembuskan saya, akan berasa lega.

Sekali lagi pengetua rasa amat resah dengan soalan yang di ajukan oleh Cikgu Murni dan ingin membantah, tapi si Abu mendahuluinya.

Abu: Hidung
Cikgu Murni: Saya batang yang keras. Hujungnya tajam. Saya akan datang dan masuk dengan lajunya.
Abu: Anak panah
Cikgu Murni: Sekarang saya akan ajukan soalan dalam Bahasa Inggeris, okay?
Abu: Okay
Cikgu Murni: What word starts with a ‘F’ and end in ‘K’ that means lot of heat and excitement?
Abu: Firetruck
Cikgu Murni: What word starts with a ‘F’ and ends in ‘K’ & if you dont get it you have to use your hand.
Abu: Fork
Cikgu Murni: What is it that all men have one of. It’s longer on some men than on others, the pope does not use his, and a man gives it to his wife after they are married?
Abu: Surname
Cikgu Murni: What part of the man has no bones but has muscles, lots of veins and loves pumping?
Abu: Heart

Pengetua menghembuskan nafas kelegaan bila mendengar jawapan yang diberikan oleh si Abu, lantas berkata “Baik hantar murid ini ke Universiti Malaya; jawapan yang saya fikirkan semuanya salah”.
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Hehe.. kalau anda pun ada fikiran yang sama dengan Pengetua tu, maknanya anda telah terdedah terlalu banyak dengan MTV dan filem2 Hollywood, hehe..

Bukan apa, semalam aku tinguk filem The Gameplan (lakonan The Rock), ndada juga la kaitan yang direct dengan post di atas, tapi oleh sebab wayang tu mengisahkan tentang The Rock yang baru sedar dia ada anak perempuan umur 8 tahun, dan watak anak dia tu betul2 mencuit hatiku, aku pun teringat la dengan budak2 sekarang dan kepintaran luarbiasa yang durang ada, maklumlah, generasi MTV semua, hehe.. ndak buli main2 dengan budak2 zaman sekarang, macam anak buahku si icha, jangan main2 dengan dia, kadang2 mamanya pun kalah sudah tu kalau bercakap sama dia, macam2 yang ditaunya. Contohnya haritu, bertengkar dengan mamanya pasal outerspace, hehe, luu juga bila anak yang kecil boleh cerita pasal outerspace lebih detail dari parentnya, siap mengasi fakta2 lagi yg mamanya nda tau.. ndak dapat aku imagine nanti kalau aku ada anak sendiri, macamana la tu gaya nya?

Tapi kadang2 aku berangan la juga kalau ada anak, aku actually prefer sepasang boy and girl, and preferably first child tu perempuan la (ada reason, tapi nda boleh la aku kasi tau, pasal ini strategic planning aku, hehe).. memang aku rasa berubah banyak la kali perangaiku ni.. nda taula.. aku punya affection sama budak ni sampai tahap Maya cakap gini; "Sayang takut aku kalau kita ada anak nanti sayang nda peduli aku". Jangan risau bah sayang tetap permaisuriku.. Tapi fikir2 kan, ada juga logiknya perasaan risau tu, sebab kalau ikut, anak ni darah kita, isteri/suami ni orang lain yang disatukan, jadi memang lain tu perasaan sayang kita sama anak banding dengan pasangan kita. Anak tu la sebenarnya yang patut dijadikan keutamaan, dan pada masa yang sama penguat ikatan suami-isteri.. kan?.. hehe, banyak la pula aku merepek ni.. oklah sampai jumpa lagi lain kali.. Salam untuk semua.

The Mute Has Spoken Part 2

Lots of things happen these couple of weeks.. good and bad and something in between. First, the Civic just got a Faboulous new set of sport rims, thanks Abg Toto' for the hook-up, I'll treat you to a nice seafood dinner this 1st November, hehe.. I just received a call this morning from Maybank about the Caldina GTFour, if everything goes well maybe i'll be burning rubber on the new Sandakan Highway next week with 240hp 3sgte machine (wish me luck, people) hehe.. at last.

My sister Dayang was involved in an accident last saturday at dawn, I don't know much about it but from what I heard she was supposedly driving a car for her friend's wedding. Somewhere in Lahad Datu she mistook a corner for a stretch and it happened, the car swerved out of the road and went into a ravine, overturned and God knows what else, luckily she escaped with just a concussion (according to my sister Fiffy) Syukur Alhamdulillah for it could've been worse.. To Dayang, Please do be extra careful next time while driving especially in that condition (unfamiliar road and the bad timing). I hope the incident will make you be a better driver and do not lose confidence, it happen to the best of drivers, sis. 26th of October was my Sis Jaja's 27th Birthday, Happy birthday, may God bless you with a prosperous life and lifelong happiness, we love you, hugs and kisses to my cutie pie niece, Icha.

Somebody told me via a mediator that I should not get involved in any fights that doesnt concern me, man, is that a THREAT? Please tell that to my face you coward, don't hide and send anonymous threat to me, you know me, know where I always at, so come yourself and tell that to me asshole! If you can't even do that please keep my name out of your stinking mouth, kapeesh?.. I'm too rooted to be shaken with that tiny weeny so-called threat of yours. So what if you got a crew? you think I aint got a crew too? I just got this to say, if I bleed? you bleed too, so lets take it to the street and see who beats who..

Mr. Lollipop a.k.a Wan my bro, congrats for having a newborn babyboy Wan Farish Shirza a.k.a Loloipop, hehe.. I lost brother.. you the mannnn!! Don't forget my birthday 15/11 ok?..

And to end this post I as a newbie would like to ask something, how to attach that chatbox thingy?.. hehe.. Later folks.. Assalamualaikum and salam Sejahtera.. Chiaow..

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Honda Civic Yang Kasian..

Just sent the Black Civic to Ah meng for some cementing and paintwork, plus the mugen spoiler will find its way back again at the rear bonnet, woohoo!!. Yesterday evening fixed the front bumper. So surprised to see that almost all the clips broken. No choice la, terpaksa rivet jak, coz it'll be pointless even to buy a new bumper. Kesian ni kereta, nda sampai 1 tahun tapi sandi suda, thanks to the driving skill of my lovely wife, Maya. Hmm, let me list down what happened to this car (if I can remember all, hehe)..

1. Sampai2 dr KL Maya langgar Sedap Corner, bumper blakang jatuh (begegar suara dlm fon mengasitau takut aku marah, ndakpa ba sayang, yang penting sayang ndak apa-apa)

2. Langgar divider time parking, habis scratch skirting depan mugen (baru aku pasang lagi tu nda sampai seminggu), yang ni ndaktau siapa buat, Maya ndak ngaku, bilangnya uncle Ah Loo yg kasi langgar.

3. Balik dari KK ada jalan gravel under construction, tiba-tiba ada batu besar penumbuk melayang dari sebelah jalan, habis bumper depan.

4. Maya pg beli barang di supermarket, pastu time balik, dia reverse terlanggar malaun yg double park di belakang, Camry baru.. terjatuh lagi bumper blakang..adui..

5. Maya bertelefon sambil drive, nda sempat brek terlanggar tembok, terus ternaik pigi atas tembok tu.. ni kali ndak buli selamat suda bumper, klip2 semua patah, bumper terjatuh pastu pecah lagi sikit dekat plate number.. nasib biniku ndak apa-apa..

6. Budak-budak nakal kasi calar kereta tu time parking dekat pasar,..memang kurang ajar la.. nasib baik nda kedapatan siapa yang bikin, kalau nda kasi patah2 tu jari durang.

Ish banyak la bah.. nda sudah aku teringat semua..too many to mention bah, tapi kalau sudah kluar cantik la balik tu kereta (hopefully)..Friday mo turun KK belikan Kasut baru (sport rim) utk Civic ni..hehe.

Susah jugak jaga kereta ni kalau driver tlampau starring.. tapi ndak ble salahkan Sayangku 100% jugak, dalam hati2 pun ada juga pendengki yang pi kasi calar.. kurang asam btul...

Sayang, Aku Cinta Padamu....

Perasaanku tentang Perasaanku Kepadamu -Dewa 19, (Lagu untuk Mayasariku)

Hai Cinta, dengarkanlah
Aku ingin bicara
Tentang aku dan kamu
Tentang cintaku padamu
Aku memang laki-laki
Yang pernah mencintai
Seribu wanita dan misterinya
Tapi sekarang begitu berbeda
Denganmu aku merasakan Cinta yang lain

Bersamamu kumerasa cinta
Bersamamu ku merasa rindu
Bersamamu kubisa jatuh hati
Bersamamu kurasakan sesuatu
Yang tak pernah kurasakan sebelumnya

Ini hanya teriakan perasaanku
Tentang perasaan ku kepada dirimu
Yang semakin hari semakin menjadi jadi
Hatiku sudah memilih kamu menjadi
Separuh nafasku dan separuh jiwaku
Kamu menjadi bagian hidupku

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Sayang,
Maybe I don't say much about how I love you,
Maybe I don't do enough to show how I felt for you,
Maybe the Diamonds and the Vuittons ain't enough a clue,
But know this dear, I really-really love you, I do..

The Wait is Killing Me..

Pheww.. the wait for 'IT' is really agonising.. hopefully it'll worth the wait.

I CANT WAIT TO GET MY HANDS ON YOU!!!!

At Last The Mute Has Spoken Part 1

Assalamualaikum and Salam Sejahtera. Praise be to the Almighty Creator, the Merciful Allah for the gift of life and everything that been all good in my life. Been lurking in the shadows of Bloggers realm for quite a while, holding my thoughts and peace. But now the Mute has spoken and thoughts will pour down like rain in November.

...To be continued